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Father and Son Lyrics
Artist(Band):Cat Stevens

It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

It's not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.
(Son-- Away Away Away, I know I have to
Make this decision alone - no)
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them They know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
(Father-- Stay Stay Stay, Why must you go and
make this decision alone?)

I'm feeling rather sad and moody tonight. I wish I could just cry it out so I could go back to bed, where my old man is sleeping alone. I wish I could bring myself to be in there with him right now but I need to get over what I am feeling right now.  My mother has not been very supportive of my decisions as of late.  More so then ever she is making her little comments trying to hurt me.  It's hard becuase I really feel like i have no choice but to cut her out of my life.

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    Cat Stevens- Father and Son
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just a quick post in honor of my new layout. it's awesome. thanks to patback409 for making it.

so in my life not much has changed. still work at sam's club, but in electronics now. still live with dad but have a bed room now. MomMom passed away, but we knew that was coming and it was for the best. well i can't stay long early day at work to tomorrow and i still have much to do tonight before i sleep in my nice new bed with my new easter penguin.
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i'm bored on my day off so i'm gonna take some silly quizzes.


You control the SEA. Your power is to control the Sea and that is because you are a very pessimistic person. You have very low self-esteem and when people try to bring you down it makes it even worse. You try not to show your emotions infront of others because you dont want to be thought of as weak. You might even have a cold exterior but deep down your just wounded. The sea brings you comfort and makes you feel like you actually belong. You probably have a strong connection with the water element as well. You want to be happy...you try your best.Your desire for happiness gives you the power to control the Sea.TIME OF DAY: DUSK
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Light Side Is: Misleading, Clever, LoyalDark Side Is: Mischevios, Trickery, Sarcastic
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You are dark, love gadgets
and have vowed to help the innocent
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this is not an update... Please Read!!!

True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshiped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.
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answer the questions

Meme 1:

Tell me how you know me. How did we meet? What is the first significant thing you remember about me? Have we ever spoken before?

Meme 2:

Ask me why I ship something. Why I'm into any particular ship or even why I'm not into another ship? Ex: What is it you like about so-and-so or why don't you like so-and-so? (Basically just ask me to explain myself about why I like something about a ship, or how I feel about anything in particular about a couple, etc.)

Meme 3:

YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =)

1. Can you cook?
2. What was your dream growing up?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. What zodiac sign are you?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?
10. Do we know each other outside of LiveJournal?
11. What is your favorite sport?
12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
16. Do have any pets?
17. Do you know how to do the macerana?
18. What time is it where you are now?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be???
21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or Draft?
25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
27. What's your favorite bar to hang at?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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sorry it's been so long since i've updated. There hasn't been much going on... just working and all... i've made a new friend at work and i'm taking her to Otakon with me this year. Anyone made their plans for the con yet besides me? I'm still thinking about grad school and lately my creative juices have been flowing a bit again. Danielle, from work, is trying to get me to start working on one of my older stories again after i told her the concept. I'm also looking into an apartment for Jon and I. Yeah surpirse surprise we are still together. that's really it.
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